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Broken
Shattered
Don't know what to feel
Emotions running deep
No need to hide the tears
Lost in this pain.
Shattered
Don't know what to feel
Emotions running deep
No need to hide the tears
Lost in this pain.
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Lost
9th grade... Seems so long ago.. What is it 15 years...? Wow so much has happened, so much has changed. So many friends came and went.. Things really changed in 2006. I ended up pregnant and lost many "good" friends. I had a few stick around. Some that I thought would be there forever. Graduation came and went. Still had 2 good friends. Friends that didnt disappear because I now had a son, ended up engaged. Chats became more often, actually seeing each other...Far and in between. Promises here promises there. Soon it just became words. Things really changed after we went on vacation. Plans would be made days would go by and I got nothing.
Why
Why did it take me so long to forget you. to realize you mean nothing to me? finally I just don't care.. Flat out don't give a shit. Was it that all this time I held hope that maybe you would show a glimmer of care for the daughter you helped create? I have spent 3 years hoping you would at least ask.. well finally i have shut and sealed the door. i don't care what you do. I don't care that she doesn't exist. because to me and to my fiancee she means soo much. she is loved more than you could imagine. She has her best friends (her 2 brothers) she has her best friend, her daddy's dog. she has a grandma and uncle that love her very much and jus
Really?
I can not sit in silence any longer... It amazes me that people sit there and call you a great father.. because honestly I have NEVER seen it. You have seen your daughter 4 maybe 5 times. I have 1 picture of you with her. The last time you saw her she was 9 months old. Luckily an amazing man has stepped up to be her daddy. And she has grown fond of him. I just don't see a great dad in you. 9 (NINE) kids ranging from 10 years down to 4 months. 4 kids i know you don't see. also 4 others you don't pay child support for. I was nice and let you off the hook for child support because I felt you had enough on your plate. But after hearing all these
Survival of the fittest.
Every once in a while my body has a survival of the fittest within itself. My mind is against my heart. Things are going well, but my mind tries turning the good stuff into negative thoughts. This is the conversation between me and Travis last night. (T= him, L= me)
T: You know hun, it worries me when you won't talk to me about something bugging you and it involves us. It's obvious you are worried about something between us. Are you concerned I don't love you or something, or is it something else? I just don't like being shut out and it scares me that you feel you need to do that, because I can't comfort you or explain to you that what you'r
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